In my first post i did say that my life was a little like a roller coaster, well at the moment i feel it is on free fall.  For the last week my husband has had a bit of a relapse he has only been able to come down stairs for a couple of hours a day as he is finding it difficult to focus and he seems to have lost his balance, some times i really loose faith in doctors. They give him all this medication and then take it off him again which makes things a lot worse than they need to be.....
    But on the better side i have been able to get up to date with my house work things like washing paintwork down and changing curtains in the dining room, what they say about keeping busy is so true, i have even cleaned my oven the job i hate above everything else.
Sorry i have gone on a bit, but i do find it helps to have a bit of a rant every now and again,lol
 i am going to have a cup of tea and sit in my summer house that always helps me get things into perspective, so bye till nest time when i should be a bit more upbeat.